沒(méi)人逼你                                                                                秦戈還沒(méi)到門(mén)口，秦宇已經(jīng)率先沖到門(mén)口，大喊著“二哥！”                                                                                在他之后，秦舒扶著徐氏也從門(mén)里出來(lái)，徐氏眼淚汪汪地看著秦戈的身影，像是在看一尊琉璃人兒，上前了也不敢碰一碰，生怕他碎了。                                                                                “怎的，瘦了這么多……”                                                                                秦戈扶著徐氏的胳膊，安撫地笑笑：“沒(méi)瘦，能養(yǎng)回來(lái)的，門(mén)口風(fēng)大，趕緊進(jìn)去吧。”                                                                                進(jìn)了大門(mén)，秦戈余光瞧見(jiàn)廣陽(yáng)侯站在一個(gè)不起眼的角落里，見(jiàn)他目光掃過(guò)來(lái)，繃著臉挪開(kāi)視線，只是等秦戈轉(zhuǎn)開(kāi)眼光，他的眼神又轉(zhuǎn)了回去。                                                                                一家人進(jìn)了屋子，徐氏拉著秦戈的手不放，看著他手上新添的傷口，不用看也猜得到身上肯定更多，一時(shí)悲從中來(lái)，眼淚流得更兇。                                                                                秦戈被她哭得無(wú)奈，“娘，我這不是好好地回來(lái)了，你等我回不來(lái)的時(shí)候再哭。”                                                                                跟在后面進(jìn)來(lái)的廣陽(yáng)侯臉一僵，“你個(gè)不孝子胡說(shuō)什么！非要看你娘哭暈過(guò)去嗎？”                                                                                徐氏一邊哭得上氣不接下氣一邊朝廣陽(yáng)侯吼，“一回來(lái)你就要跟兒子吵架是不是？你就不能安生點(diǎn)！”                                                                                廣陽(yáng)侯：“……”                                    .9.                                                                                氣得他默默坐到一邊，這個(gè)家是要翻天了。                                                                                徐氏有太多話想要問(wèn)秦戈，見(jiàn)著了人，雖然眼淚停不下來(lái)，但一點(diǎn)兒不耽誤她說(shuō)話。                                                                                秦戈如實(shí)回答：“我在青城的時(shí)候成了親，時(shí)間緊迫，就沒(méi)跟你們說(shuō)一聲。”                                                                                他輕飄飄的說(shuō)法讓廣陽(yáng)侯這個(gè)暴脾氣又要炸裂，徐氏趕在之前用紅腫的眼睛狠狠瞪了他一眼，示意他閉嘴，事已至此有什么好追究的？好像追究了他們二兒子就會(huì)知錯(cuò)一樣，夢(mèng)里呢。                                                                                廣陽(yáng)侯憋屈得不行，張著鼻孔深吸了幾口氣，秦戈才回來(lái)這么一會(huì)兒他好像就要減壽了。                                                                                秦舒才不管這些，急迫地問(wèn)：“哥，你娶的是誰(shuí)？真是個(gè)長(zhǎng)得像阿鸞的人嗎？你怎么能這樣！就算長(zhǎng)得一模一樣，那也不是阿鸞！”                                                                                秦戈起了壞心眼，沒(méi)將沈鸞的事情告訴家里人，只含糊帶過(guò)：“可我已經(jīng)娶了她，過(guò)些日子我?guī)貋?lái)你們給你們見(jiàn)一見(jiàn)。”                                                                                徐氏眨了眨眼睛：“為何要過(guò)些日子？其實(shí)，家里已經(jīng)留好了院子的。”                                                                                “她名義上是沈家的五姑娘，得在沈家住一陣子。”                                                                                秦戈頓了一下：“我也會(huì)跟著去沈家住一陣子。”                                                                                秦家人：……                                                                                這是他們秦家二少爺娶媳婦嗎？怎么人還能娶走了呢？                                                                                秦舒從心里不認(rèn)同秦戈的做法，嘟著嘴埋怨：“那你現(xiàn)在回來(lái)做什么。”                                                                                秦戈瞇了迷眼睛：“我回來(lái)做什么，你猜不到？皇上有意娶你為后，你什么想法。”                                                                                秦舒瞬間成了悶葫蘆，閉口不答。                                                                                徐氏和廣陽(yáng)侯因?yàn)檫@事兒也每日睡不踏實(shí)，見(jiàn)秦戈提起了，徐氏朝廣陽(yáng)侯使了個(gè)眼色，將地方留給兩個(gè)孩子，希望秦戈能好好勸一權(quán)秦舒。                                                                                人走了，秦戈屈起手指敲了敲桌面：“問(wèn)你話呢，如今圣旨未下，秦家想要委婉地拒絕不是不可以，抓緊時(shí)間給你定一門(mén)親事，皇上看在與我從前的情分上，應(yīng)該也不會(huì)刁難。”                                                                                秦戈從知道這個(gè)消息之后，心里就已經(jīng)篩選過(guò)了一輪，“晏城合適的人家也有幾個(gè)，我之前也都見(jiàn)過(guò)，品性還算可以，你嫁過(guò)去能過(guò)得舒心，晏城之外也有些選擇，會(huì)更自在一些，端看你的……”                                                                                “哥。”                                                                                秦舒低低的聲音打斷了他，她捏著自己的手指，捏得指尖都泛出青白之色，好一會(huì)兒，她才輕輕地開(kāi)口：“我不能，做這個(gè)皇后嗎……”                                                                                秦戈心里一沉，卻沒(méi)有立刻說(shuō)什么。                                                                                他想起從前秦舒與沅凌相處的情形，那會(huì)兒只以為他們是兩小無(wú)猜，沅凌沒(méi)有妹妹，興許只是拿秦舒當(dāng)做妹妹疼才會(huì)事事都順著她，可或許，跟秦戈想得不一樣。                                                                                “你喜歡他？”                                                                                秦舒咬著下嘴唇，臉頰一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)變得粉紅，秦戈長(zhǎng)嘆一聲：“可你之前不是總覺(jué)得他麻煩嗎？什么時(shí)候變的？”                                                                                什么時(shí)候，秦舒也說(shuō)不清。                                                                                沈鸞病逝，哥哥征戰(zhàn)，秦舒像是被丟下了一樣，成日渾渾噩噩，連笑都不會(huì)了。                                                                                唯一不變的，就是沅凌。                                                                                哪怕他做了皇帝，還是會(huì)時(shí)不時(shí)地見(jiàn)自己，弄來(lái)有意思的小玩意逗她開(kāi)心，安慰她。                                                                                那會(huì)兒秦舒好像才慢慢開(kāi)了竅，明白沅凌為什么會(huì)這么對(duì)她，這些年，沅凌為什么會(huì)頻繁地出現(xiàn)在自己面前。                                                                                “哥，我不可以喜歡他嗎？”                                                                                對(duì)自己一直疼愛(ài)的妹妹，秦戈說(shuō)不出重話，他捏了捏鼻梁：“可是你知道喜歡，和入宮做皇后不是一回事，你時(shí)常進(jìn)宮陪那些娘娘們說(shuō)話，她們都是怎么過(guò)來(lái)的你都看在眼里，她們也是因?yàn)樵趯m里寂寞無(wú)助，不知道該做什么，不知道該跟誰(shuí)說(shuō)話，才會(huì)找你們這些小姑娘進(jìn)宮消磨時(shí)間。”                                                                                “皇后聽(tīng)起來(lái)很威風(fēng)，光宗耀祖，六宮之首，但皇上的后宮，不可能只有你一個(gè)，哪怕他不愿意，他也會(huì)有別的妃子，跟她們生皇子公主，為皇家開(kāi)枝散葉，你也愿意？”                                                                                秦舒不說(shuō)話了，她臉色蒼白，看得人心疼。                                                                                秦戈知道她不是沒(méi)有想過(guò)這些，只是她對(duì)沅凌的感情太深，她沒(méi)辦法抗拒。                                                                                “這件事我想辦法往后拖一拖，你自己好好想一想，你往后的歲月，是不是都愿意在宮中度過(guò)，你對(duì)沅凌的喜歡，能不能讓你接受他有別的妃子和子女，你是秦家的姑娘，沒(méi)人能逼著你做選擇。”                                                                                ……                                                                                等沈鸞休息好，金氏已經(jīng)將她的身份告知全府。                                                                                沈鸞名為夏巒，是沈家新認(rèn)的第五位姑娘，長(zhǎng)得與三姑娘十分相似，但大家都記得在外面說(shuō)話的時(shí)候，不要說(shuō)錯(cuò)了。                                                                                沈家為沈鸞準(zhǔn)備了一場(chǎng)盛大的接風(fēng)宴，沈文韶早早地回來(lái)府里，還惹了沈鸞抱怨。                                                                                “哥我今兒回來(lái)你怎么都不在家里？”                                                                                沈文韶在她身邊坐下，有些疲憊地捏了捏鼻梁：“你這一回來(lái)，大張旗鼓，我身上的事情陡然多了一倍，能這會(huì)兒趕回來(lái)已是不易，別要求太多。”                                                                                “行吧，晚上讓母親給你燉點(diǎn)補(bǔ)湯送過(guò)去，你看你都瘦成什么樣了。”